you think you know...but you have NO idea

12:21 pm

go to chelsea's journal. her lj username is golde.

02:35 pm

hm so this weekend was alright. school sucks. well getting up for school and stuff like that. its not as bad as ithought it was gonna be getting up to go park because i go and get chelsea. and she wakes me up hahah. we go get starbucks sometimes, food other times. and then we go park and eat and stuff. so its not bad. and i know people in all my classes so thats not bad either.
welll theres not really anything new. soooo thats it. hahah

leave me comments!

10:34 pm

well today was the first day of school. it wasnt so bad actually. i like most of my classes. theres just one i would change. and thats history because theres no one in it that i know. other than that i like my classes.

01:59 pm

im sorry i have been a bad updater. but lets see
nothings really been going on. stupid drama.

school starts and im just like...ok.. hahah like i just dont really care.

Current Mood: contemplative

01:36 pm

whats the dealll

i just got back from this beachouse in surfside that we rented for the weekend. it was super fun. we went up on friday. i got sick! i had a 100 degree fecer the night before and sore throat and all the junk that comes with it. it was me, sean, brian and gordon. chels was supposed to come too but her mom randomly decided that she couldnt come up on friday. so we went up there and checked it out and we just chilled. it was cool. and then abe and keith came up! we had a little fire thing and had smores that night. and then we just chilled on the roof until like 4 in the morning. so then sat we just chilled all day...i dont wanna put all the detail. abe and keith left. and then chels and kels came down. kelseys family stayed for dinner. we went and had a fire on the beach again. and then we drank it up alllll night. well not them literally but me and sean. we didnt go to sleep and we were sippin the whole night. and then at like 6 we took some shots and stuff and went and watched the sunrise. it was really cool. so i havnt slept at all since sat at 11. im so fucking tired. but then the day after came around and a lot of people slept like the whole day!!! me and chels didnt though! we started off the day with going on a boat ride. was very adventurous of us.
..our boat ride
so we decide to go on a boat ride. but we dont want my dad to take us no. we want my brother to take us. so we get all ready and everyone else is alseep besides us. (like all my friends i mean) so we go down and we put it into the water and everything. and then we go and we get in the boat and its really cool. like me and chels are sitting on the front and my brothers like going all fast and all of a sudden the engine dies. but he gets it started again. but it dies again! so basically were stranted but we hadnt left the like waterway type thing yet. so my brother freakin gets out of the boat and startes to push us but its not working because like its liek quicksand shit on the ground and its like impossible to push. but he EVENTUALLY gets it into the better waters and he gets into the boat. (it wasnt going because we were intoo shallow evidently) so then we get towed in by like the hickest people ive ever seen. and its funny. but then i was helping my dad pull the boat into the ramp. and im just walking alone the pier. and the FUCKING boards in the peer that i step on fall into the water!!! like...out from under my feet. so im like fucking hanging onto the side trying not to fall into the water (actually i was trying to keep my shoes on because they were the most expensive shoes i own. my reefs...and i would die if i lost them) and my dad runs over and pulls me out. but it was insane. like the fucking boards just fell out from under me. it was kinda you have to see it thing because my dad like runs over and he's yelling and chelsea runs over and im like fucking laughing my fucking ass off and chelsea strts to laugh and my dad gets mad because he thinks imlike hurt but im just laughing. and its realllllly funn. but i got like this bad scratch on the back of my leg.

so then we go home and their still fuckin asleep but we finally get kelsey out of bed. so we have some lunch. and brian comes down finally because he had been sleeping for longer than them. and then i decide i wanna fly a kite! so we go and get a kite...and like after 2 hours of tryin to get the kite to fly. it never does :( so then they still dont wake up. ok well we DRAGGED them out of bed. they walked on the beach for liek 10 mins then went back to bed. party poopers. o well then we packed and left. but i had like super fun.

my parents say their gonna get a bay hosue in like a month because evidently my brother like really wante a bayhouse so were gonna do one of those in a month or something. that should be fun again.

me, my mom, chels and maybe a couple other poeple might be going to cancun. my mom said if i come up with the money for my part. she'll take amd and she says you can find packages for like 200-300. so thats not hard. because im gonna get a job and i can save that up by like christmas. funnnnnnnn and im gonna go get druink and were gonna stay in one of those hotels that you can swim up to the bar.

ok well im gonna go to sleep. ive been slakcing on updating this thing. but its summer and i dont have time. but ill try to like post pics or something becasue i havnt done that in a while...my arm its like cramping up hahahah. ok bye

11:47 pm - yes, i am this bored

You Know It's All About You (Over 100 Questions)

( here it is )

11:27 pm

The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety!

( boredom )

11:00 pm

i love when you put your ipod on shuffle mode and all the perfect songs come on.

12:25 am

what is up. lets see. summer school is almost over and i cant fucking wait. i like all my friends there and i will miss them alllll a lot. although most go to bellaire. but ill miss the ones that dont. anyways...nothing relaly has been going on.

ok thats a lie

my wallet was returned. with..of course all the credit cards stolen. but i got my licence and shit back
AND MY SOCIAL SECURITY CARD. phew.

and then today wheni wore my hollister skirt. i found the shell card in my pocket...so now i know that they didnt charge huge amounts of gas on that.

ive been all stressed out over a lot of stuff lately. like im sooooo stressed out. i like couldnt just have fun a couple of days ago for a while because i was so fucking stressssed. but its getting better now that my wallet was returned and shit. when summer school is over it will be a looot better. but im sure some other shit will be going on to stress me out.

anyways there were a lot of moview i really wanted to see but i didnt get to see any of them.

i better go. i have summer school tomorrow. joy with the teacher i hate and the bitch girl i wanna smack.

Current Mood: stressed

05:40 pm

i cant fucking find my fucking wallet. and it suuuuuuuuuuuuucks.

warped tour was fucking awesome. a lot of good people are coming for shows. and im exciting. the used are coming, fall out boy are coming with the early november and say antthing, hidden in plain view are coming, and matchbook romance is coming out with a new album. so is the early november, they have an all acoustic ep coming out on july 26. hahah annnnnnnyways. not much has been up lately just been chillin with friends. a lot of peopl ehave been going out of town.

karens fucking going off to fucking boarding summer school and im gonna miss her sooooooooooooooooooooooo much.

summer school isnt that bad..i have friends in it so i just talk to them the whole time but the teacher actually teaches and quizzes and tests us like every fukcing day. but whatever. its better than taking it at bellaire.

who said fortune cookies are true?????..."all your efforts will be worth while" bitches

Current Mood: ditzy

02:09 am

i have a really bad temper  sometimes. definitly with my parents. i just like explode. my dads had to give me "talk" about my temper a lot. but i think i get it from him. most girls dont get along with their moms. but i dont get along with my dad

i hate how easy it is to lose your respect from people.

i hate it when people dont understand.

i hate when people make you out to be something your not.

karens back! yaaaay

10:48 pm

Summmmer!

hmm my summer has been pretty good so far. its been fun. ive met some new people.

i started summer school on tues. i almost didnt get into a class. i just saw on the news they were talking about lamar summer school and how they dont have enouph teachers for all the students who want to enroll. yep i was almost involved in that. but i begged and i got into a class. yaaay go me. go its pretty cool because kelsey's in my class, and chelsea and this girl lauren ive met. and then ive met some new people in my class. but its long, and boring, and hot in the morning. and i have to get up at 630. its 745-2. grrrr. so anyways. i know i know ive been slacking on updating this thing..but ive been busy.

hmm what else. i got bangs, and if you go to my myspace. you can see them. im too lazy to put them on here. im on my pc. hmm what else. it seems like everyone is going on trips or something. but me. and i doubt that were gonna go on a trip.  karen invited me to seaside..and i might go. i dunno if i can though. ill see.

well i guess ill go because im tired.

i beat desmond in checkers tonight. hahahah it was fun. he WANTED to rematch me but he left

my brother is watching a movie downstairs with this girl that i like! :) i havnt liked like any girl that he's brought around since sandra. they all like ignore me and act like im just a little kid.

Current Mood: sleepy

11:59 pm

wow i havnt updated this in a while. lets see

i got fired from my job but i guess everything is ok becuase me and my managers didnt really get along that well. because they bitches. and they said i was "unreliable" so whatever.

my baby hampster is fucking adorable

i went to ingenue and that was a lot of fun!

my airconditioner was broken for like a day in the heat. but i had my little one in my room so my room didnt get too too bad.

hmm i think im gonna go shopping tomorrow because i just got paid and i got paid like 175 dollars and i need some wife beaters and spagetti straps. and skirts because its fucking hot and jeans are just too hot. their managable at nighttime but other than that. no. i wish i was into the whole i can wear soffees this because those are like 5 dollars. but how many times have you seen allison wear shorts. not manny huh.

ok well ill try to remember to update this again tomorrow.

Current Mood: tired

11:49 pm

MY HAMSTERS HAD A BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ITS THE CUTEST HAMSTER EVER. AND ITS NAME IS PEBBLES. AND I LOVE IT. ( I DONT KNOW IF ITS A GIRL OR A BOY) AND ILL POST MORE ABOUT IT LATER.

06:02 pm

yaaay. i just got my internet back after having like 2 days without it. i only have french tomorrow, and i only have alg 2 on thurs and then im done. and im procrastinating on doing my french right now. but im gonna like totally fucking bomb that. like horribly. and im scared that im gonna go horribly bomb it that i wont pass the second semester. like..im not even kidding. i totally cheated my way through that class. but i got a's in like all the 6 weeks. and i think ill do pretty good on the alg 2. ill probably like barely study for that. well i guess ill go and like..study conjugations or something. its hopeless.

04:18 pm

i was thinking about things tonight. and i was thing to mysself if my really close friends actually care a lot about me. and like if theyd do ANYTHING for me like i would do for any of them. and i really dont think some of them would. i know i have friends that would. but some of them....i just dont think so.

02:03 pm

hm it was so pretty today!

07:41 pm

heres that poem i said i wrote in english. its called "where im from"

I'm from the smell of a new house
a puppy licking my face
from afternoons in the pool with my brother
and riding bikes to the park with my neighbors
from lamonade stands out by the street
and being pulled on rollerblades by a dog on a leash
from making smores on winter nights
and summer days that never end

I'm from spice girls blaring at sleepovers
and choreographing dances to n*sync
from getting dressed for church on sunday mornings
and running to daddy when brother called me a name
from watching nick junior
and making kool-aid popsickles
from having pool parites in my backyard
and stepping on a bee's stinger and running to my mommy

I'm from thinking that 5 times 2 equals 7
to finally realizing it equals 10
from recesses on the playground
and running away from boys with coodies
from crying in mommy's arms when danny took spot captive
and taking apart his leggos just to make him mad
from lauging at girls obsessed with barbies
and climging trees with big huge branches

I'm from family nights at the club
and people pinching my cheeks
I'm from don't talk to strangers
and hold my hand while corssing the street
I'm from gilled cheese sanshiches
and mac and cheese with franks
and I'm from mommy tucking mein goodnight
and my daddy telling me a bedtime story

07:06 pm

hm this weekend was kinda boring.
fri-worked all night. and then came home and keith, abe, and paul came over for like 30 mins. and then i went to sleep. i had visiters at work! first was keith and desmond! yaaay. karen was very jelous that they were first. and then was karen and madelin! yaaay. and then kelsey and her brother chris! yaaay. they all came and saw the working allison. i did liek half this wall of tshirts. and then the lady came up and said i had to use the little board. and she felt bad because she didnt tell me that when she first told me to do it. but i was like..no biggie. it kept me busy.

sat-woke up and went t work and i thought ijust worked till 4. but noooo i worked till 5. and then i came home and just layed on the couch and watched tv for like an hour. and kelsey called and we decided that we were gonna swim. and then abe, keith, and bonnie came over and chilled for a little. and then they left and i ate and then we went swimming. and then they left. and i went to sleep. and then. at like 1130 my mom decides that she wants to clean my bathroom. and wakes me up to keep asking me questions. and then she VACUUMS!!!! and after like 15 minuts im like WHAT ARE YOU DOING IM TRYING TO SLEEP!!" and she's like "im sorry im just tying to get some done so i dont have to do it tomorrow" and then i felt kinda bad. but i just went to sleep and it was all good.

sun- woke up and went to the grocery store with my mommy. and then came home and ate. and then i had to clean my room and shower. so i did and then went to mcm with kelsey and got this realllly cute top from forever 21. but i need to get my paycheck. and i need a phonnnne. so then me and kelsey came back here and we were gonna go tanning but the place was closed. so then we went to borders and she got this realyl good book. and then my mommy made fajitas mmmmm. and then i finished cleaning my room

were putting the house back on the market. and as i was cleaning my room tonight...i got kinda sad. i mean..ive lived here since i was 2. and there are lots of memories. but then again. im gonna get this like gorgeous lake house (on the lake) and a like townhome or apt here. because the houses out there are crazy cheaper than here. and its gonna be fun because my parents will leave for the other house on the weekends and ill jsut be...in my house.....alllll aloone. muahahah and my dad said that we can get like a hot tub. and a couple jetskis and stuff. and so thats just gonna be so fun. and i can bring all these friends down there with me. i mean its only like 30=45 mins away. so thats really exciting. but then again im still kinda sad to leave this house. its gonan be so when we move out and its just like. empty. :( whatever...im thinking too far ahead. we might not even sell it.

so overall this weekend was kinda boring. but when i get my paychek. thatll be great.

Current Mood: contemplative

08:11 am

grrr im angry. i have a 69.3 in alg 2. THREE. and you know what A ZERO ON A BOOKCHECK which i DONT remember happening..and i bring my book EVERYDAY!! and i was talking to her after class and she was liek "maybe you were out of the room or something when i did it" and i was liek "oo yeah maybe i went to the restroom. what canwe do about that" and she was liek "nothing. i cant change your grade" and iw as liek like are you fucking kidding me? so my mom is really mad. and she's like emailing the school and stuff. and i also dont have my phone. but i think ill use the shitty old one until i get another. my moms giving me shit about every thing. my job, my alg, my phone..everything. but i guess if i drop my phone in lemonade i deserve it.

do you ever wish we could go back to when we were kids and all that mattered was like..who was better at kickball..or who had more dolls.


i wrote a really good poem in english!

Current Mood: angry